decoy.

Sometimes I feel like my life's in limbo. 

Tonight is one of these times. 

I hate it when people leave.
And I seem to be...stuck.  

My colleague laughed at my sentimentality today. 

He asked me to live with change because change always happens. 

But a part of me refuses to accept that. 

I know we all want to find our way in this world.

We want to be happy, with ourselves and what we're doing. 

But happiness, shallow as it is, seems a bit too elusive these days. 

<3